I am tired. It’s been an exhausting day. Not having to deal with your Dad for a few months has really shown me how tired and unhealthy it was to deal with him. Waking up today to his emails to the school and his total gaslighting and abusive demeanor just made me sad and angry and tired again.
I miss you guys more than you know and sometimes think that you have gone so far away from me and are so brainwashed by your dad’s words that you are so far away. But I know deep down inside all the goodness inside you comes from the time Mommy was with you. We were the three. We were always together when you guys were born and really up until the last year when I finally decided to divorce your Dad. That’s a decade of time together.
While your Dad was out having his relationship with Leah, on his surf trips, his summer romances with the girls he met while we were away.
It was always just us. I love you guys and miss you more than you know …
Always and forever,
Mommy
Letters from Mommy 